So I just bought tickets for the next Young Jeezy concert. DTP, juvenile, twista, dipset, and more are supposed to be there. I also heard T.I, and Juelz Santana, but what do any of you care? Section A row 16 seats 1 and 2. Which means a lot better view than the last event. I'm so excited!

I don't know who I should take though. Boorah and I are once again fighting. He flipped out on me while I was at work because he heard OTHER people talking in the background and he's like "how dare you be around niggas." I'm like "where am I supposed to take my break at, in the bathroom?" So i sat down and told him all these things and he's like "I completely understand and know how you feel." That's all he'd say. But I figured he at least comprehended. Then like 5 minutes later all the sudden he goes "get off on me, you're fucking someone else!" The fuck? So I was like fuck this, you don't understand and I can't take you back. It's like I always tell him how to change, he says he will, I forgive him and he goes back to doing the same exact thing the next day. Or in this case, within the same hour. So we get past that and he starts mentioning the picture messages I sent him (which I didn't). I'm like "I don't know how those got there." And he started nutting up again. I'm like what the fuck are you even mad for? I probably accidentally sent some while I was trying to send you like 15 other text messages. I mean he totally flipped out for no reason. And I left and he's all begging me not to leave or whatever. We sent a couple of text messages last night, but not anything nice. Of course the very last one he sends me is "u are all I have" and I'm like uh whatever. I didn't reply and I haven't talked to him since then. I just hate it. It's like I'm so convinced and i know exactly what I want to do- not date him anymore. But then I go and tell him all this and the next morning I'm thinking to myself "I miss boorah." It's like I wanna go work out, but I don't want to go alone- even though he made last time extremely unpleasant. I just really can't make up my mind

I think the Saturn is haunted. The locks continuously lock and unlock throughout the night, and I witnessed it when I came home last night. I think that my grandma is seriously haunting the car. I mean when I came in the house last night, barkley started acting really weird and wouldn't let me touch him. Then I'm almost asleep and you hear barkley howling from the kitchen. I mean what was he freaking out for? Yeah it's cuz my grandma was probably in the kitchen and it scared the shit out of him.

Anyway, I think I'm gonna wait until 10 and then go to the gym. Today I'm gonna increase everything. For the machines I'm going to do 2 sets of 12 and I'm gonna try to do between 12 and 15 minutes of cardio. I wanna look like the little guitar chick off the bailey commercial who lost 14 pounds in a month.